Mae left..... bye MO,hello Paris...

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Pyatnica: sobralas' k mae, vzyala s soboy vsyakogo tyrap'ya budto na mecyac uezjala.Her room of course was a mess....i was thinkin'...crap..i'm gonna die, the whole entire weekend with crazy french girl...cool huh. So, we tried to work on her luggage and the rest of the suff she had, which was no good at all, coz frenchie seemed to ignore it all. Eventually we went to sleep after 3 a.m. That was crazy coz we had to get up in 3 hours. Since Maelis has troubles with dreams and too emotional at night it was surprising to wake up at the middle of the night coz someone is sittin in front of you and yellin at you: why did you touch my face...and then she started bittin' me. Oh, crap...Hey, yuo french chick go to sleep...bla-bla-bla.....

6 am i got up, hair, make up-ready to go. Of course we were late as usually we are. Well we went to Springfield to see some animals and fish and some other weird creatures. After that we had very nice launch at italian restaurant. The rest of the day we spent shopping. Which was pretty cool. Didn't buy anything for myself, just thought about everybody else in the world. Anyway that was pretty cool day. Came back home, slept till next morning. The night was pretty painfull again....frenchie decided to fight at the middle of the night again. This time she hit my face...she was lucky, coz i was too tired and didn't even feel it, otherwise i would have given her really hard time fightin) lol

In the morning she started packing her stuff again and again. We were suppose to go boating with some guys from school, i wasn't excited at all. But when they called and asked if were comin'...i just made myself and went with them. I felt like shit goin' some place seein' some people and doin' some stuff, but actually i don't regret about goint there at all because the boating and the rest of the day was just awesome. Hangin' up with people felt a lil bit weird, since i'm not a sociable person at all (any more at least)...but i really enjoyed that day. We were at home by 10, after we decided to take some weird pictures in huntin' clothes. R-r-r-r...had some fun ..yo! That night we didn't sleep, just cleaned a lil bit, packed the stuff and left at 3 a.m. Went to the airport. We were there by 5, she checked in, custom crap (where she had some troubles) dunno what that thing called, she was just very unlucky to be chosen by airlines. Well we told her goodbye...so her at her gate and went home.

No hard feelings, no crying.....nothing.....I thought it was weird that we didn't express any emotions at all.

Well I came back to my house at 10 and went stright to bed. Slept till 6 i guess. It was casual routine, dinner, tv, computer, mail bla-bla-bla....

music which made me freaked out. I started cryin.....it was pretty sad.

I read her letters that she left...saw some pictures, where she signed up everything and talled the story of those days shortly....Damn...it really broke my heart. I spent the rest of the hour crying, crying and cryin...

I feelin much better now after i wrote all this stuff here.......

There is nobody who wil understand me now, i just wish i was at home with mom, just cryin', cryin. Feel freakin depressed (but not bad), laughin' at all the stuff we've done together, all the things we've seen and shared with each other. It was incredible time in my life. And now when everybody left...i realize that my heart is broken....broken because we will never come back here altogether live at te same place....think and live the same way.........everything has changed now.

I don't know how to handle it right now, but i'm workin' on it....

Mae is gone...she's probably arrived to paris by this time.....

it's still sad..but i'm gonna be ok.